Tragic Love Story

Longing for a moment with you
stuck in deep slumber for awhile
when are you coming back to me?
awaiting for your cute smile

I will wait until forever
missing you since last november
your sweet embrace to remember
all the things we shared together

Please believe me when I say this
I have loved you since that day came
from the first glances to the last kiss
never treated this as a game

Your soft whisper that lingers near
gentle touch that tickles me dear
undying love that I saw clear
until that day I came to fear

One evening I could not forget
one misunderstanding happened
one teary eyed girl that I'd fret
one mistake did, too late to mend

That it led to something surreal
she was holding her last breath
two slashes seen in both her wrists
stupid things I've done, feeling regret

Then she told me before she went
something that made me hard to forget
"Bryan, why have you done that thing?"
"I had given you everything"

"Am I not enough for you yet?"
silence filled the cold trembling air
then she slept, not to be waken
leaving me with guilt and despair

Now I'm in this state, cold and harsh
about to be irrational
killed before anyone could march
gunshot found at the temporal

If you are about to read this
then I must be with her right now
asking for forgiveness that is
hopefully you will not follow

Define Yourself

Define yourself
who do you think you are?

why are you here?

how did you get this far?

If you can answer all of this

then you must know yourself well

but if you need some clarity

let your inside thoughts dwell

How about asking other people?

let them describe yourself

you'll know how good of a person you are

or probably someone who needs some help

How about you relatives?

they must know too much

all your secrets and stuff about you

heck, even your failure's a bunch

Maybe a friend perhaps?

he or she might know

your true inner feelings

to them you let it show

How about a spouse? Partner?

maybe they could give some clue

to them your emotions count

especially when your happy or with the blues

To finish it all of there is one

he can tell you who you really are, but he's up there

he doesn't judge you by your looks or status

he sees the real you, judgment done fair

but in order for you to know, you have to do good

while we have time to prove ourselves right

by the time we will meet him in the near future

then he will tell us "just follow the light" (-;