Friends...

Why am I feeling sad?
What is this that I have to feel?
Was it really that bad?
That you have to make this nightmare real?

What must I do? Forget you?
Or think of things to regret loving you?
How is it that you left me?
Even after I loved you sincerely?

Suddenly with friends I am feeling this
Tendancy to just always be hopeless
A former love, often missed
Still thinking of our last kiss

Then realizing, that I was driving
When my cuz noted that I missed my destination
Thus understanding, no need for sobbing
Getting lost is one way to have a realization

That to be happy, you don't need a lover
or a **** buddy nor a *** partner
all you need are close friends
and for sure your heart would mend

Listening to things you have to say
Being with you when you tend to go astray
Cheering you up when you feel dismay
Or doing karaoke with you on your bad day

But sometimes I wish, I was not born
Thinking what would have happen, not being the cause
Feeling that no one hath to mourn
Being the reason to give my family remorse

Another thing is disappointment
A feeling so cruel
Building up my rage inside
Acting like fuel

Add to that mistrust
A feeling so unjust
Gives you disgust
So definitely not a must

But one person enlightened me
Made me see the real deal
Along with some encouragement
with friends alongside a meal

Not to let myself falter
Is this what love is supposed to feel?
Has it been that long?
To make this emotion so surreal?

Now this shall be my guide
Whenever life kicks me in the b****
Or problems arise to bring me down
Like collectors annoying you with calls

To just remember: friends are here
Even when you're depressed or death is near
Trying to uplift your spirit up
Appreciate it even if they messed up

Now hopefully I can move on
And stop expressing this wasted emotion
on a girl with no such relation
still longing someone's affection